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To an Enameler
Touched by some immortal
touch of hope and despair, who would not leave the
common continent to sail the heart’s dark
seas that roll forever toward
Byzantium? Hesitantly murmuring doubt
and insecurity you sift ground glass
upon a copper butterfly, then unafraid give it to
the harsh miracle of fire.
of prismatic light, swirling in patterns
wrought to eternal motion, indestructible, unspent under Apollo’s sun. I watch your strong
hands, deft and wise, limning in exquisite
surety the interplaying colors
of each light and hear your uncertain
lips questioning to shadow each such strenuous
expense of being. You doubt your essence,
who grow butterflies? Turning again now, you
sift and kiln a green-golden fish
whose black back challenges the night
with its own night, the while you
tentatively say shy warning about my
emerging shape of soul. So tenuous, so oblique
the image that I must pause before
I see it: the quick, arching
dolphin that leaps toward light and lapses back into the
dark waves of retreat. It is (I grasp now) your
honesty— aware, uninnocent,
scrupulously fallible— that we must not betray under the silence of abeyant
stars. Precarious, it is not
brittle; poised, it does not
break as sometimes break the
tinsel steps of porcelain people walking the narrow,
credulous city streets, dreading man’s capacity
to doubt. Your butterfly’s and
dolphin’s copper bones support the light dancing, glancing
through rainbow glass. So it is your
questioning too, like the sea’s murmur and the muttering wind, that supports dolphins
through perilous deeps or flutters new wings
over golden palaces and brings them into the
luminous eternal gardens of Byzantium. |